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Wednesday, 14 May 2008

  • Feel dull n sad now, totally cant concentrate.... whom shall i share my bitterness ? From whom n where can i relied on... who will support me... really pressure now... i had accumulate those things for months.... y is all this unhappiness keeps happening to me ???  Y !!!!!!!!

Friday, 08 February 2008

  •     我的心情好复杂, 从昨夜开时当我知道他睡不着是为了学业和感情事件而烦时,我泪水一滴一滴的流很难控制. 这时,我脑海里一直在想他告诉我说他需要我,我却陪不到他的那一刻是指凌晨我已熟睡的这一刻吗? 很乱....
        想了很多,我觉得我已成了他负担使他无心读书....加上他父母很反对我们之间的事, 我该放弃这段有距离而维持了快两年的爱情线吗? 我们很少见面也很少谈天,只传短讯但短讯的次数也渐渐少了许多... 我不知如何是好? 同时我也很矛盾, 想放弃但总是舍不得; 不放弃又觉得我是他的绊脚石.... 我虽然成功地抓住他的心,问题却在这完美时刻不断出现,我很无能为力. 不能在他身边陪伴他, 也很难向以前一样那么的信任他... 好苦... 我很想维持到SPM后,因那时我们有更多的时间陪对方.


  •     我的心情好复杂, 从昨夜开时当我知道他睡不着是为了学业和感情事件而烦时,我泪水一滴一滴的流很难控制. 这时,我脑海里一直在想他告诉我说他需要我,我却陪不到他的那一刻是指凌晨我已熟睡的这一刻吗? 很乱....
        想了很多,我觉得我已成了他负担使他无心读书....加上他父母很反对我们之间的事, 我该放弃这段有距离而维持了快两年的爱情线吗? 我们很少见面也很少谈天,只传短讯但短讯的次数也渐渐少了许多... 我不知如何是好? 同时我也很矛盾, 想放弃但总是舍不得; 不放弃又觉得我是他的绊脚石.... 我虽然成功地抓住他的心,问题却在这完美时刻不断出现,我很无能为力. 不能在他身边陪伴他, 也很难向以前一样那么的信任他... 好苦... 我很想维持到SPM后,因那时我们有更多的时间陪对方.


Saturday, 02 February 2008

  • A gd beginning

           This yr 2008, i'm glad with it. It is a gd yr to me. In BB we r able to recruit at least 20 members , the result is much better than previous years. The members were all active n dicipline. Hope they will keep up the spirit within them continue joining BB , learn more skills to exstand  the numbers of our society .
  • Busyness

        Homework here n there, activities comes like lightning -- all in a sudden. Daily routine runs like mad, no time to really sit down to spend time for GOD. Things i need  to do, is as high as a hill wish could hav ppl or friends to share  my burden. 
        But i hav learn things from it, thats time management. Bsides, i hav been more responsible in doing things, i learn to finish up my work in time. In everything we do, theres gd n bad, hopefully i've change to the gd one's n not bcoming worst.